It is my insecure, neurotic, paranoid self that tells me that the person in charge of rec league does not want me in the league anymore. Nor do my former teammates.
I hate thinking like this, especially given that no one has said that to me anyway.
Note to brain: stop that.
I hate feeling like I am no good at anything. Just like I hate feeling like I'm forgettable and not worthy of anyone's friendship or anything else.
I enjoy playing ice hockey. I enjoy playing centre, and wing if necessary.
I do not enjoy constantly wondering whether I'm totally sh(t at it and should just give it up.