Tuesday, January 5, 2010


It is my insecure, neurotic, paranoid self that tells me that the person in charge of rec league does not want me in the league anymore. Nor do my former teammates.

I hate thinking like this, especially given that no one has said that to me anyway.

Note to brain: stop that.

I hate feeling like I am no good at anything. Just like I hate feeling like I'm forgettable and not worthy of anyone's friendship or anything else.

I enjoy playing ice hockey. I enjoy playing centre, and wing if necessary.

I do not enjoy constantly wondering whether I'm totally sh(t at it and should just give it up.


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