About two months ago, my contract ended and I have been looking for work since then.
My current total of interviews (both in person and phone screen) is about 11. I have another one tomorrow morning. I am tired of looking for work and want someone to please hire me, preferrably to do engineering work.
I want to be just the person a company is looking for and I want it to happen soon. This has been rough on my mental state. I think I've been depressed for the last 2 months.
I do not want to have to invoke St. Jude (aka: Patron Saint of Lost Causes) but the longer this goes on, the more I wonder if my finding a good engineering job is a lost cause.